In poems I preserve what really moves and inspires me and what gives me courage. Olga van Trigt has provided them with a delicate and sensitive translation.
the pen connects poet and paper transforming ink to words like strings from mystery
2002
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the colour-room where being stirs has no glass no door no hole in floor and certainly no roof
being stirs becomes frees itself as butterfly
2003
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what more is left to say if legs refuse to walk if rigid hands refuse to work if feet lose touch with ground and heads turn into strainers
what more is left to ask if lamed and paralysed one is too late to be in time
what more is left to want if ears can hear no more and eyes see foreign distances
yes, who will give words to primal need and scream of love me as I am and then respond straight from the heart
2003
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eating
at table eating bread and writing I felt his eyes on me red hot disturbed I sought and found the spot where I was challenged without fighting
a buzzard wanted me to know I see you from my own position I want to show my feat of demolition before I spread my wings to go
shaking out the tablecloth I saw the feathers of a dove and seeds her last meal scattered on the ground
the bird that felt the fateful claw had satisfied the buzzard's needs life-transformation had been found
2004
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feather force
feathers come loose as secret messengers of all that's going on
come collect these feathers read the edges and the down
put into words and poems fertilize the flight beloved bird
through air and water wonderful ways light up the path to your paper home
take wing shaman take wing
2004
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my garden gave me a small stone I saw an H an A a face beside a face an old footprint
an elephant and on his head a baboon watching over pi the Scream and the Madonna
the coalman’s right eye as the glass for buzzard dove and cat for snail and omega
a swaddled baby and the child the passage for an owl that winks his eye to eight
a joyful throng that sings a song for lamb with ears of butterfly a frog that sits upon a stone and merrily croacks along
I kiss the frog's mouth shut and thus meet Jofiel then suddenly I find my garden in the stone
2005
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tears shake loose the fixed attachment to the literal
in Gaia's womb all drops combine to form a flow swelling the well in the carbonized black pit
the flow of tears grows, foams and fills the vale creates a soul-flow banks can find bridging abysses of the mind and leaving all that's black behind mirror to the moon
paper boats that carry names set out for the gate to be refolding so fly free, be glad no Styx, just Thee this child of you and me
babies shake free the fixed attachment to the fold
2005
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for those who think through web of frail imagination
they make new images they put in words they sense connection in primeval knowing
they grope, they taste they dig, they delve collecting fuel from forgotten depths
black is the mineral prepared to burn not hell but love hands out the thin invisible tissue weaves connection out of paths
2005
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a new beginning from the centre movements comes
point on circle to cross over into mirroring loop
starting-point from void makes action free at intersection of the eight
infinite formed in point beyond the end
2005
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fields are fixed generations ploughing on in ancient tracks
fields accept their fixed divisions join in common core
fields are now expectant corn calmly germinates and grows to swaying
fields are signalling it is the team brings in the crop and weaves it into loaves
2006
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blessing from the sky one Sunday afternoon heaven sends reply
bird as messenger with crust of bread as food from monads
last supper panoramic final point opens wide perspective
images abundantly come inside fermenting making wine to drink
2006
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flight up to heaven violently shakes all fixed grounds nothing left unmoved
buckling knees give way work ground loose unfixing all support earth below
action creates shrine built on pillars of deep trust flames are dancing high
the past divulges all disguises disappear birds climb up the sky
fathom what supports
2007
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through endless washing child of fine arts slips away from sterile being
old sewer system in which bathwater ends up empowers baby
innerstairs disclose light peeks out into the world manhole cover moves
hands pushing aside iron bolts of lid of top Child climbs onto ledge